The Love of a Big Sister

Today Ellie and I went to go and see Thomas.  When we were leaving Ellie said "Bye bye Thomas, love you".  I teared up immediately and filled with so much love.  It's always bothered me that Ellie and Thomas won't have a relationship together.

I now know that they do have a relationship together and it may not be one I want, but it is something.  Sometimes when Ellie is playing by herself, and she starts laughing I wonder if she is playing with her little brother.  I hope that she is.  I love them both so much.